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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Things of mine to see:

I should be writing. I have so much that I should be writing, from new ideas to things I've already started.

That reminds me of another reason I don't like my dad much. The day before we left for vacation, I moved a sheet of paper to the kitchen counter while I was in the room, and I forgot to take it with me when I left. It sat overnight, and then he picked it up and read it. HE READ IT! That sheet of paper had part of Fleeing the Scene on it! He read part of Chapter 7! I hate it when he does that sort of thing. I don't want him reading the stuff I write because he has no business in it. It's my private work until I have posted it on the internet, and even then, he should just stay the hell out of it, IMO.

I guess I want him to stay out of it because I'm not proud of the things I do but at the same time I am. The me that most people I meet face-to-face know wouldn't be proud of The Life Wish or any of the other things I have on dA. The me who I really am is proud, but it is very short lived, because I can't live in the digital world forever. I guess the problem is really that I seem to live to lives, almost, and the one my parent's know isn't proud of the one that I know.

I should stop complaining. That's what my Windows Live Space is for!

I owe my mom some work now. She asked if I could track their CDs, since she seems to lose track of what's in the car, what's in the hifi, and what's in the CD drawer. I showed her a games thing I had been working on, and she asked if it would work with CDs. I said yeah. So now, since she asked, I have to make at least a proof-of-concept for her. Then I may have to actually write something that works instead of pseudo-works.

Well, maybe I should get to bed now so I can do that tomorrow with a clear head. I need to think smart and reuse things because it's stupid to rewrite code I've already written just because it's a new project.

*howls*
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